Reflection: 2012

In theory, mankind is indeed experiencing a Revelation - literally and figuratively. From bitter political agendas, 'end of the world' prophecies, to the tragedies of Sandy Hook Elementary and Chenpeng Village Primary School in China -- 2012 (likewise the recent years before) has been tumultuous throughout.  As many expected, namely Christians, the world as we know it did not end. In regard to the Bible, I'm personally reminded of the seven seals. Seems the pale horse is riding, as hatred, greed, selfishness, and all manner of reckless abandon continues to metastasis throughout humanity -- trying to make its way into the heart of man.

I recall a quote I read recently in light of such events: a man by the name of Fred Rogers (1928-2003) once said, "When I was a boy and I would see scary things in the news, my mother would say to me, "Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping." Her words are profound in its simplicity. These are dark times. Yet, remember for every shadow formed there is light. Just as Jesus himself wept -- crying out in misery on the mount -- many mourn and ask God why. Even so, at the dusk of ages God has not forsaken us.

Last but not least, as 2012 comes to a close I'm humbly reminded of how precious life is. Each day I attempt to guide my own soul through Christ who strengthens me, resist negative influences, and not allow the blinding bitterness of evil to dumb me down, kill my spirit, and cast it's shadow in my wake. I pray for discernment and the courage it takes to seek higher ground. As cliche as it is, it really does begin with the man in the mirror. For those of us still here, our purpose is not complete. If we want to better our family, neighborhood, schools...let's strive to be the positive change we'd like to see in the world, next year, and years to come.

Revelation

Happy New Year folks! We made it! Cheers & Salutations~

SO, uh, in case anyone noticed my last written post was months ago.  Welp, didn't think anyone would start bitching b/c let's face it, I'm no Necole Bitchie lol; but I played hooky and slipped "Out of the Office" sort of speak. Towards the latter part of last year I realized a need for a mental hiatus from blogging for a time to recharge, reflect, and re access certain priorities, purposes, and plans. Suppose sensing the transition in my own life contrasted the urge to "do" moreso than "jot". I'm back in school and in the land of the working.  

I'm excited and anxious all in the same. Nevertheless, I decided to the put the sword down for awhile -- along with any guilt for simply allowing myself breaks in writing.  I was being hard on myself as usual but quite frankly, I wanted to muzzle my muse for the moment.  I've been on my soap box typing away since 2008 (with the creation of my main blog CKMag); using blogging and freelance writing as a catalyst I commenced to heal a battered self esteem, position some healthy challenges and feed an insatiable inquisition (which I pray will never go away). I soon realized my digging for truth against world corruption was a cry for help! LOL. I wasn't necessarily angry with the world -- well, perhaps I was b/c I'd felt abused and mistreated. However, I was disappointed with myself. I had let myself down and desperately wanted more for myself.

Fast forward. It's 2012... a new year with its own set of lessons, challenges, and blessings. Bottom line. Spiritually, mentally, emotionally, I  am a grown woman and can finally say with a doubt I KNOW MYSELF. I am centered with a plan and confident about my future b/c I KNOW I am able and in control through CHRIST who strengthens and guides me. And boy does it feel empowering to gain confidence and clarity. Again, I owe it all to GOD working on and within me.   This is my testimony and I have yet a way to go...he's with me every step of the way though, so should not fear or doubt. Two feelings that have held me back for waaaay too long!

As far as blogging and freelance writing... I know as I transition so will my creative focus and desires. As long as the LORD keeps my mind and body able I will write. There's no rush.  Again, Happy New Year, everyone. May this year bring forth good times, fortune, a sense of renewal and empowerment. We certainly have our work cut out for us as the winds of change are blowing ever, ever more. Remember, we have the power to harness that energy. GOD speed.